Monday, June 13, 2005

An old issue that friends still don't understand

Those who know me since Sec Sch probably know that I've only had one BF in my life. Not that I'm ashamed or proud of the "record", but I have no solid intention to change that figure any time soon. In fact, since the breakup 7 years ago, I've had no intention to get myself attached again. WAIT--- I know what you might be thinking-- "Xinrong still has feelings for the ex."

Definitely not. True, there were times in the past when I was hoping that he would call and ask for a patchup. But that was years ago. He's moved on and got himself into other relationships. I sincerely wish him all the best in his future.

Then you might wonder--- "why is Xinrong still unattached after all these years??" Hmmmm. Good question. There're a few reasons... sometimes they're stronger, sometimes they seem so crap.

i) I'm happy being single and not having to spend my energy on someone else.
ii) I like to be free and look at all the guys on the street.
iii) There's no guy that I like enough to make me give up my current lifestlye.
iv) I leave it up to Destiny. Some things just can't be rushed or forced.
v) I'm selfish. I want to focus on my new job. It's super tough and I can't afford any more distractions.

There you have it... Please don't try to introduce me any good guys you think will make a good match with me. Hahahaha. They might be good, but not necessary the one for me right now.

I really love this song by Twins. Like the lyrics. I'll listen to that song every morning on the way to work to calm my mood down.



A Lone Fighter stayed home at Monday, June 13, 2005