Saturday, June 25, 2005

A lot of Thoughts

Got a temp job from ZX's recommendations. It's for a photo studio and I'm supposed to get the NUS graduates for this year to sign up for their graduation ceremony photos. Sounds familiar right... I know. It sort of reminds me of the SMRT temp job I had a couple of weeks ago. But luckily-- this one is so much better.

Took the 852 bus from Yishun and changed to 151 on the way. I could've taken the MRT but still preferred to go by the old way. The familiar waiting berth at the interchange, my usual favourite seat at the 2nd last row on the right on the bus, the listening to MP3 on the journey, the ever-so-familiar routes and buildings along the way...

All these tiny and insignificant things made up a big part of my Poly life, and the 3 years then were the happiest ever in my entire 22 years. I can no longer go back to what I was 5 years ago. People always say that memories will be enough to last you a lifetime. I don't know if I can still believe in that.

The buildings that I thought would always be there; the banners that I thought would never be replaced; the trees along the way that I thought would last a century; the innocence and ignorance I had that I thought will always be with me; the people whom I thought would always be waiting; and the chances that I thought will always be within my reach.

I just don't know how much more I can believe in. People and things all change. And there's nothing I can do about it. Maybe I could. But I'm not exactly sure if I want to change what's happening in front of me.

Some friends tell me I think too much. I guess, I really do. IGNORANCE IS BLISS. Then again--- which side do I wish to stand on??

I can't even answer that myself.
A Lone Fighter stayed home at Saturday, June 25, 2005